Love vs Love

You know, when I first became a christian, i thought to myself, wow, i have everything i need, i don't need joe (name sub).  I have God's love and that is all I will ever need.  i can do anything with him in my heart and living within me.  i actually thought about breaking up with joe, seriously, but i couldn't because he brought me to Christ and we were in love.  and i was just listening to a faith hill song, i realized, the love, that we experience down here on earth is completely different than the love and grace that God gives to us. 
I am guilty of believing that there is nothing better than the heart felt love and flutter in your soul.  the happiness that person brings, but i feel like i've gotten past that, heck maybe i should be a nun!!
I remember living in the Smith's (sub there too) house and looking at the photographs there over the bookself, some from africa, some of christmas cards, a calendar that reminded me of precious moments stuff.  I remember the Smith's telling me how much i've changed, and to me, i didn't see any change, but i was happier, i stopped dwelling on the past, (that i should 've stayed at wcu and got my BSN) and looked only to what was in front of me, and what i could control, and let God control everything else.  I don't know what happened, honestly i was pulled by temptation away from a perfect life that i had built.   another one of those i've loved along the way, as joe would say